Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Amok Amok

Okay so why do we do stupid things when our emotions and moods are already out of control and running amok. For instants why the hell I'm I sitting here typing in my blog when I should be in bed. My day has gone from one end of the emotion spectrum to the other and back again. I hate the extremes. Last week I was feeling like strong woman, secure enough to actually follow through and apply for a new job. I am an intellegent woman I screamed I can be doing more with my life. Fast foward to this week and I feel like the lost soul I usually do, going through and doing the things I need to do to survive and keep everybody thats dependent on me alive. I am rereading this for the tenth time in a week and can not seem to add to this or delete it so im just going to post it.
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