What a fabulous fall day it was today. Ian had an afternoon away game and it was the perfect day for football. That coming from someone who usually doesn't like football but the more I watch the more I am learning and enjoying it. They got beat again but played a tough game. We had several injuries so Ian got to go in the last few minutes of the game. I love to hear him talk to Sean after the game and they share the love and understanding of what its like to cream another person. Friday is senior night for Ian at his home game. I will need major sedatives to make it through the ceremony before the game. They do a presentation and introduce the seniors with their parents. I am going to be a mess. I have two senior nights to survive with him this year the other is swimming.

I had to choose between a swim meet that was an hour and 45 minutes away or a football game that was 15 minutes away. Of course I didn't go to the swim meet and Sara did her best time in the 500 a 6:01.1. I hate her. It of course would have been worse if she had finally broke the under 6 but still I am very proud of her.

I am so glad that all my children are so into the sports they are playing and are staying physically fit.

I took the opportunity of the sunny afternoon after getting home from the game to go spend snuggle time with my horses. Time has been tight lately between home improvement, sports, and work. I worked my young mare for the first time since before my surgery and it was amazing to me it was just like we never stopped. She is so smart. I am determined to ride her next year and also get the pony rideable for either Sara or Megan.

I have to try and type a cover letter to send in for a possible new job. It would be full time and working with real people and kids again. Keeping my fingers crossed it happens because the job I have now is getting unbearable. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. But until I find something else I will have to hope I can make it through without kill someone or myself. The fact that Dave lost his per Diem job is catching up to us. We will hopefully have the house refinanced by the end of October which will take some of the press off and if I could get that full time job it would really take off the pressure on Dave.
Only time will tell.

I guess I should figure out what is for dinner. Sara just got home a little while ago from her meet and is probably hungry.

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