Today marked the last classes
of school for my oldest. He finished
up his last exams and now just waits
to walk across the stage on the 29th
of June to receive his ticket to the
next stage of his life. He said it is
bitter sweet. He isn't sure how to feel,
me I fell old and sad.
There will be the parties, the trip
to Fredonia to register for his classes
and then the preparing to leave for
his first year of college. I have a feeling
this summer if going to fly faster then
anyone before it. I am just a mess of
emotions and can't separate one from the
other right now.
I need to keep my head above water.
I have to much to do and accomplish
in the next few weeks/months.
Well
I will have more time anyway because
of pretty much losing my job last week.
As of July 1st they are cutting my position
which is already just a little more than
part time to the bare bone. Really helpful
right now with summer camp money due,
swim camp, and preparing for college.
I have just got to keep telling myself
some times you eat the bear and some
times the bear eats you and right now
I have a big bite out of my ass but it will
heal eventually it always does.
All of these moments are suppose
to make one stronger but right
now I am bone tired. I hope
these antidepressants kick in
soon.
Off to take my 5 th trip down the hill
and keep moving one foot in front of
the other.
ttfn
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