Burrrrr is all i have to say. And it isn't even as cold as its going to get today. We live on top of the hill so when that wind starts to whip look out. The snow drifts are beyond amazing. They are calling for the temperature to drop to below zero and wind chill to be -15 to 20 tomorrow I fear another snow day in the future.

I am going on week 3 of being sick. What I have I cant seem to shake. I have exhausted the regular doctor so she is now sending me to the gynecologist for the next phase of tests. I am frustrated to no end. I have maybe 2 hours a day where i am able to function and get things done then I am so tired I have to crawl back into bed. The days I actually have to go to work are beyond impossible but some how I make it through. I have also found out how much I do around here too. The house is a total mess because it isn't on the important list of to do things. I have also found out how down right lazy my kids are. We are having a family meeting tonight after dinner to discuss the matter and assign jobs for each to do till i start to feel better. But it makes me so angry that i even have to ask. That they don't notice the sink over flowing with dishes and the laundry piling up and don't say gee mom is feeling bad I should help.

I am getting some new to me furniture from my sister. She finally convinced her hubby to get her new stuff and said I can have the old stuff. Maybe that will perk me up to have new stuff lol. The girls are already fighting over who gets what part of the couch that is in the living room right now. Megan wins she needs a bed in her room. First we have to shovel it out to get anything else in there.

My youngest son is singing along with Billy Joel's "Piano Man" song. All the stuff we listened to as kids is back its too funny. Especially when they say mom you have to hear this song and I say I did about 30 years.

Well I must go and brave the cold one more time tonight and put my poor horses in the warmish barn for the night. My gratitude 3 list I have not done in awhile so here goes:
1. For a brighter and less stressful future thanks to a wonderful friend.
2. For a safe haven out of the cold wind.
3. For medical insurance.

ttfn