Snow Day

We had a snow day yesterday. The 16th of April and we had a snow day. No such thing as global warming my Aunt Franny. Of course I was suppose to go for my ultrasound to get the ball rolling for the hysterectomy and then I made an appointment to have a massage after to spoil myself. Both had to be canceled because of the snow day. I am just so tired. I can't seem to keep up with everything around here and it makes me so frustrated. Of course the kids are no help they just add to the mess and not subtract anything from it. I of course am to blame for that because it was always easier to do it myself because then it would get done and done right. Now I am paying the price.

I fight every day to make myself live and move. I am so tired. I hope that when the sun finally comes back it will pump me up. I haven't had to fight this much in a very long time. But one day at a time I am checking things off the list to make my health a little more bearable and hopefully I will come out the other side a new woman.

I am hoping going back to swimming tomorrow will help. I haven't been able to swim the past 3 weeks due to weather, health and vacation. Off to bed 5;45 comes awful damn early.

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