I really want to write good stuff here but am lacking in that department lately. Every day is a struggle to get up in the morning and face the day with any sort of positive aura. Sleep has been an absent friend only adding to the lack.

My job is now a haven to give me the positive strokes I lack in other parts of my life. I look forward to going and just feeling like I am important and needed and appreciated. Just wish my hubby could have the same feeling when he goes to work because he is amazing at what he does and puts up with a lot of crap.

I am still worried and concerned about the college boy and his health issues. He did seek help at the counseling office and liked the lady he met with but its all reliant on him realizing he is abusing himself and headed down a road that could ultimately cause irreparable harm. The feeling of total and complete lack of control to help and protect him is beyond description. I wish I had the ability to turn it over as they say but we know how good at that I am.

A new season of sports has begun on the home front with track for all three as the sport of choice. Continuing on the path of everyday activities to keep us sane and busy. While doing all we can to improve the quality of the life we are living and helping the ones we love to do the same.

We move forward with life as it is and continue to fight the demons that haunt us and hope some day soon we can say enough is enough go away. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger...........okay strong enough already.

stay safe, stay warm, feel loved.

TTFN