Saturday, December 09, 2006

Ghosts from the Past

Okay I am up on a Saturday morning at 6:30am because kids need a ride to practices and to get ready for the big wrestling meet this morning. So how come I'm still the only one moving at 7:15.

I had some vivid dreams last night between squeals from the slumber party going on in the other room. I am trying very hard to remember them but like most dreams they are gone before you even stretch and scratch. The players were all people I knew and are dead. My father being the main character. I have been having alot of dreams about my father lately. Some of him being very disappointed in me and shaming me like he did so well when he was alive. But last night was different I felt like he was trying to help me. Trying to lead me to something that would make every thing alright. Then my friend Jackie also doing the same thing. Then my dog sophie. I felt like I was being visited by the ghost of christmas past. Would I make that comparision if it wasn't Christmas time? Anyway we would just about reveal what it was and I would wake up or switch people. GRRRRRRRRRRRR. What the hell was it? Thanks for nothing. I know what would solve my problems or at least some of them but who knowns if that was what they were trying to tell me. Maybe I will be lucky and dream again tonight.

Well on to my busy day of family and events. Hopefully I will remember the camera so I can put pictures of the boys on here tomorrow in their outfits for the day.
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