I have physically run myself into the ground today. We are once again into cleaning and fixing mode to get ready for yet another appraisal so we can hopefully get a lower rate for our mortgage. That's okay because I needed the distraction today so I don't sit and worry about my appointment tomorrow. I attacked Megan's room. Oh My Gosh how can one little child make such a colossal mess. I wanted to do it without her so I could make some of the crap she never plays with and just dumps on the floor in her room disappear. I spent 4 hours in there and I still have a few more to go. Not to mention the part after we get done cleaning. Filling holes in the walls and repainting her room. She seem to miss the memo that writing and poking holes in the walls was not an appropriate way of expressing ones self.

I spent most of last week and this weekend doing yard work. Last summer was a wash in keeping up the yard due to lack of equipment needed to maintain the lawn mostly. It drove my neighbors crazy. But I also get a warm fuzzy feeling when everything is weeded and mulched and the lawn is mowed. I got a new mower for mothers day and I am being smart and not letting anyone else but me use it. Plus its fun to ride haha.
Megan has the garden bug so we are planting some veggies and flowers that she picked out.

hopefully I have pooped myself out enough so I can sleep tonight. I couldn't last night. I am thinking positive because I really need to get back to work so I can start getting a paycheck again. It has been really tight. So of course I am feeling guilty because it all my fault. How dare I not feel good and take time off from work.

Well I am off to pick up my socialite Sean from a b-ball game and then dinner.
Fingers crossed and prays being said. Till tomorrow..
ttfn