Wow Fantastic

The vote is in in Mass. and they won. Saner heads prevailed and voted to allow gay and lesbians to have the same civil rights as everybody else the legal right to marry. Good news is what I needed today and this was more than that. Just wish I could have been there to whoop it up and hug my friend Sara and her wife.

I have started to not be so calm about my up coming surgery. I had to drive my baby to school because she missed the bus and she asked on the way down if anything could go wrong with my operation. I took a deep breath and told her there is always a small chance but I trust my doctor and she has done hundreds of these procedures. Megan is my worry wart. She takes after me in that department though I have mellowed with age some what. Its a two sided coin part of me is thrilled that it will be all over and hopefully make my quality of life better but the other half is scared to death. Then I have the worry of everything getting done before I go in so I won't be tempted to do anything when I get home, making sure the kids get to where they need to be while I am in the hospital, that the animals are set. I am chipping away at the list and I am trying to not be overly concern about the small stuff. I finally got the proper paper work to satisfy my boss at work to cover the time I am off. My head is spinning and as the time draws closer it seems more real every day. Everything will be fine and my family will survive without me for a while right? Well only time will tell. Stay tuned hahaha.
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