The waiting begins. There was try outs for the spring musical tonight and 3 of my 4 kids tried out. I was amazed and proud of my daughter Sara. She said she was only going to do back stage but she stayed up last night after everyone was in bed looking up the lyrics to the songs from the musical and then going out in the wood shed and practicing. She never ceases to amaze me. So thus begins 2 months of craziness times 3. Stay tuned to this Bat Channel for further developments.
I wish my life was a play and I was the author, then maybe I would feel I had more control over the crap that keeps flinging my way. It seems we just stand up and steady ourselves and bam taken, out at the knees. I took a step today and called a new doctor in the area to see if I could switch from the one I've been seeing since I was 14 and is an hour away. Sorry not taking new patients. Keep looking I guess. Wanted to drive my car into a telephone pole yesterday when the doors wouldn't shut. Really wanted to get drunk. If I had maybe I could have taken care of both at the same time. I haven't written in a while because I have been ending with gratitude 3 list and have been having a real hard time coming up with any. Guess I need to start wear those boots with the straps again so Its easier to pull myself up huh.
Okay here goes my best try at a gratitude 3 list:
1. that I have 4 very talented children.
2. that my hubby loves me no matter what
3. that I didn't get drunk today.
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