ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Help me I think I am a sleepaholic.
I should have been a bear or maybe I was one in my past life. When it
gets dark early and its so damn cold all I want to do is sleep. Crawl into my
warm bed and sleep. There are millions of things that could be done around
here but unless its in your face important I sleep. I had been doing better
the past few years this time of year. Not as much of the seasonal depression
dragging me down but this year it has creeped back to bite me in the ass.
It is sooooo frustrating. I hope this drug the doctor put me on starts to work
soon and gives me more energy to work with. I have to function there is no
doubt about that. Places to go, people to meet, work to do, bills to pay. I continue
to trudge forward for now hoping the test the doctor ran shows something and
that my mammogram on Thursday shows that it was just an infections. Then maybe
a little of the pressure will be removed for now. I sleep to escape and avoid the
smothering pressure of life right now. So all I can do is try and release the pressure
where I can for now and hope I don't get crushed.

My gratitude 3 list,
1. For my kids they are my reason for life. [even when they are fighting over a computer game]
2. food on the table
3. for my patient hubby
ttfn