The alarm didn't go off this morning and it’s been down hill from there. Drive all three kids to school in 2 trips and rush to get to work. I so love starting my morning like that. I guess it even tops frozen pipes the morning before.
It is the day before the family is coming down for Christmas Eve and the checking account is overdrawn. Hope they aren’t hungry. It’s a good thing, the only good thing even though it turned out to be negative, that I checked the account on a fluke to see if my first paycheck had been deposited into the account. But what to my surprise to find that I didn’t have a few hundred dollars in there but was overdrawn. I am not going to blame and point but I also don’t want the responsibility of the check book anymore. Let him do it for a while so he can have some fun for a change. Why should I get to have it all?
I was doing well, keeping it together, happy about the new job but boom I started crying 2 hours ago and can’t stop. Nothing for the kids to open Christmas morning and stockings aren’t looking to good either. I am going to start a new tradition and be like the lady on Dr. Phil. No more celebrating Christmas it sucks in every way and every feeling and every every. I want this pain in my chest to go away.
So I am off to crawl into bed so I don’t confront the hubby when he gets up for work and deal with it tomorrow. Gees now I sound like Scarlet O’Hara.
Stay safe, stay warm, feel loved because it’s all you have some times.
ttfn
It is the day before the family is coming down for Christmas Eve and the checking account is overdrawn. Hope they aren’t hungry. It’s a good thing, the only good thing even though it turned out to be negative, that I checked the account on a fluke to see if my first paycheck had been deposited into the account. But what to my surprise to find that I didn’t have a few hundred dollars in there but was overdrawn. I am not going to blame and point but I also don’t want the responsibility of the check book anymore. Let him do it for a while so he can have some fun for a change. Why should I get to have it all?
I was doing well, keeping it together, happy about the new job but boom I started crying 2 hours ago and can’t stop. Nothing for the kids to open Christmas morning and stockings aren’t looking to good either. I am going to start a new tradition and be like the lady on Dr. Phil. No more celebrating Christmas it sucks in every way and every feeling and every every. I want this pain in my chest to go away.
So I am off to crawl into bed so I don’t confront the hubby when he gets up for work and deal with it tomorrow. Gees now I sound like Scarlet O’Hara.
Stay safe, stay warm, feel loved because it’s all you have some times.
ttfn
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