Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Black Hole

Well its happened. I am back there again. I sold my soul to the temporary agency in town to work in the black hole of dansville. A place no one wants to work for long thus the use of the temp agency. I have pretty much run out of options at this point short of making it look like an accident so he can collect the insurance. I guess this wasn't a good time for me to run out of my antidepressants huh? Shoot me now.

It has rekindled the anger I have towards the way my other job ended. I could still be at least making some money on a regular basis right now if only I hadn't been so naive. Why do people have to be such assholes and I have to be so gullible? Becoming a hermit looks better and better every day if only I didn;t have so many freakin people dependent on me.

I go to pick up my college boy on Friday. He is coming home for the weekend. Its homecoming weekend. We saw him last weekend but it will be nice to have him home home for a few days.
My life feels so out of control and cattywampus right now it will be nice to have some normalcy again even if its just for a few days. Everybody home and under one roof. The simple things that make it better for a short time.

I have to have to have to pull up from this nose dive. So hopefully this weekend will help to put my feet back on the ground for a little while and avert a crash.

Off to my only escape I have at the moment excessive sleeping.

ttfn

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