Varsity Football even makes me cry and they Won!!!

I had another Ian moment tonight.

We went to the Varsity Football

game and I was fine until the team

came out on the field and I had to

leave. I was able to make it to the

car and spent about 45 minutes or

so crying. I had to pull myself together

so I could go back and watch Sean in

the marching band at half time. They

did awesome by the way.

I really feel like a duck out of water

at these events. I know a lot of

people in our town but still the social

part of it is difficult. I can't just go up

and sit with a friend because they are

with other people I don't know as well

and I don't want to intrude. I know I

wouldn't be intruding but its hard for

me to jump in and feel apart. I do better

with the kids and have fun talking to them.

Well I am emotionally and physically spent

and I don't even get to sleep in for my

Birthday tomorrow. Sean has his first

game and we are off to Geneseo to watch.

Hopefully they will be as successful as the

Varsity team who won 55 to 20.

ttfn