I really need to get a job that pays half way decent so I can start drinking again.

But then if I had a half way decent job that payed well I wouldn't probably feel like drinking again.

We are once again in that zone of omg what are we going to do. I have not gotten a call to sub in over a week and things like groceries, gas and special things like needing a dress for homecoming are becoming impossible luxury's. The credit card is being used way to much but we have no other options right now. Gee I wish the government would give me 700 billion dollars and bail me out of the mess I seemed to have gotten myself into again.

My husband was saying isn't it great that you work at a job for as many years as he has and you still do not raise up in economic status because nothing else follows, everything else raises as fast if not faster then you salary. And in my case jobs hardly pay for themselves.

So once again it is onward ever onward trying to avoid the mud pit of depression and dis pare and tally forth with. Anymore sayings that I can come up with if only they worked lol.

ttfn